I miss you

So i haven't posted for a very long time, lots has happened since but i really don't want to sit and rattle on about it.
I'm sad enough as it is, now i cant sleep because i appear to have lost all function tonight to do anything remotely helpful to myself or anyone else for that matter. Not something to explain on here but just writing makes me feel a little better and less emo about the whole situation.

Also Beyonce is helping a lot, the beautiful creation that she is.

Having work tomorrow is also a kick in the ASS, but after that I'm going out with the boyfriends family for tea which should be nice... mad dash to change at work and look reasonably presentable after working my ass off all day and moping around. YAY.
Sleep would be much appreciated but my mind is on overdrive and i know I'm not going to get any sort of human function from it until next week when i can sort this stupid feeling out and clear my head (or not).

Ahh my alarm is set for 6:30am, bliss.

Sweet Dreams, maybe x

- I thought things like this get better with time but I still need you, why is that.
You're the only image in my mind so I still see you around.
I miss you like every day, wanna be with you but your away, said I miss you missing you insane but if I got with you would it feel the same. Words don't ever seem to come out right but I still mean them why is that it hurts my pride to tell you how I feel but i still need to why is that?
I miss you - Beyonce