Monday, 19 December 2011

Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur...

that is all.


Work went nice and quick today, thank god! Four more days until i have a bit of time off, looking forward to not having to get up early on Monday morning and just staying in bed with the fella.
Had a really nice meal out with Chris and his family tonight, yummy chilli pasta with olives mmm' scrummy!
I also have my falsies on that the best friend made me, love them but im rather heavy handed so keep pinging them off.. I'm awful with them to be honest but hey ho.

Looking forward to New Years, new outlook (like every other fucking year) and new wardrobe starting Feb.
Finish learning to drive, take theory test and buy a car blah blah... yeah they'll go down on my resolutions this year, along with put away a deposit to rent a house and gut my room.

I'll try and get a picture of my nails on later, they're very pretty.

Ciao x

Sunday, 18 December 2011

I miss you

So i haven't posted for a very long time, lots has happened since but i really don't want to sit and rattle on about it.
I'm sad enough as it is, now i cant sleep because i appear to have lost all function tonight to do anything remotely helpful to myself or anyone else for that matter. Not something to explain on here but just writing makes me feel a little better and less emo about the whole situation.

Also Beyonce is helping a lot, the beautiful creation that she is.

Having work tomorrow is also a kick in the ASS, but after that I'm going out with the boyfriends family for tea which should be nice... mad dash to change at work and look reasonably presentable after working my ass off all day and moping around. YAY.
Sleep would be much appreciated but my mind is on overdrive and i know I'm not going to get any sort of human function from it until next week when i can sort this stupid feeling out and clear my head (or not).

Ahh my alarm is set for 6:30am, bliss.

Sweet Dreams, maybe x

- I thought things like this get better with time but I still need you, why is that.
You're the only image in my mind so I still see you around.
I miss you like every day, wanna be with you but your away, said I miss you missing you insane but if I got with you would it feel the same. Words don't ever seem to come out right but I still mean them why is that it hurts my pride to tell you how I feel but i still need to why is that?
I miss you - Beyonce